Apology.

Sorry i haven't written in a while, I've been rather busy... Not a lot has happened really... I'll think.
Um... Friday there was no game, so i chilled at home... I think.. Yeah.
Saturday i went to a movie with Bethani. We saw the new Footloose... New favorite movie. The cute little romance between Ryn McCormick (who looks a LOT like Kiefer my cousin...) and the girl (who sorta looked like me. a tiny bit... reminded me of me and Ty. but then again, a lot of things remind me of Ty. soo... ugh.
But the movie rocked, it inspired me to learn how to dance awesomely.. I wish.
Sunday Liz and i went to Six Flags. While standing in line for Mr. Freeze, we met two guys named Aaron and Nick, who were sophmores at some private school. We were friends and the four of us went on almost every good rollercoaster there.. including the Titan, (3 times) Mr Freeze, Batman (twice), the Texas Giant, and the Sidewinder. which just made us very dizzy. Yep.
Monday just sorta sucked... It was boring and sad and stuff. Like all Mondays.
Yesterday was better. Ty was being cute. I was happy. Life wasn't too bad...
I'm pathetic, aren't I? It's like my whole life at school revolves around Ty... it really doesn't, i have a lot of other friends, i just don't remember situations that happen with them, i just remember the ones that happen when i'm with Ty. most of which are pointless and adorable.
Jeez. And now i'm chillling on my couch watching Phineas and Ferb, wishing Ty would call me and say i should meet him at the 7-11 or something. Goodness.
I'm gonna go, before i bore you all to death. Deuces.

Interesting Week.

That pretty much sums it up... This been a very stressful week. Let's start at the beginning, shall we?
Okay. So Monday: Monday didn't have a theme. It was just strange. It was the day i slapped Ty in the face for dating Miranda, the day i basically really started actually talking to Kyler, and the day i got out of Spanish early for an MRI. Let me tell you, MRI's are loud. And they take for-freaking-ever. Before and after the MRI, i was texting Ty... our conversation was pretty deep. We talked about love, hate, dating, breaking up, and us. That's a lot to talk about, when you really think about it... Love is such a strong word. We throw it around like it's nothing. "I love pizza" and "I love that kid" and "I love you" all have different meanings. Whoa.
Okay, now Tuesday. Tuesday was ghetto Tuesday. That was the day we "beat up" Ty, and by that i mean slapped him multiple times and maybe hit him in the shoulders. HA. I wish... Yeah. Not a whole lot for Tuesday... i think i got out of Spanish early that day too. I don't remember... I remember very little of Tuesday. No, not because i was on drugs.
Wednesday was also ghetto. Though we didn't beat anyone up, that was the day "the bet" was placed... Ah, the bet. I won the bet, by the way. :) The Bet was that i could not go 3 days without talking to, touching, texting, facebooking, or hugging Ty. It's tough, let me tell you.
Thursday was ghetto for Bethani, normal for the rest of us... WAP on Thursday was pretty fun... But this random old teacher lady called Melodie and Bethani "Chocolate Cake" and it PISSED. THEM. OFF. Whoa. It was baaad.
And then there was today... I won the bet, i made a few new friends (i do that every day though.) I talked to Kyler and Cameron some more, and other such things. I wish i had a party or something to go to tonight, because I'm probably gonna be all lonely this weekend. Oh well. HMU. ;)

I Made a bet.

And i did, i made a bet.
With Thomas. For 5 dollars.
What is this bet over, you might be asking?
(Or maybe not, maybe you don't care.)
This bet, dear reader/stalker, is over Ty. (As are most things i've blogged about lately... i must apologize for that later.) But anyway, Thomas bet me 5 dollars to ignore Ty (this means no speaking, not touching, no texting, no calling, no interaction at all. The only time i can touch him is if he hugs me, and then i have to push him away and ignore him some more. All i can do is look.) until Friday night before the game. Melodie, Bethani, and him don't think i can do it. Holly and I think i can. Basically i just want the satisfaction of being able to say
1, that i ignored Ty for 3 whole days, and 2, that i got 5 bucks from Thomas.
So, that was my little post on bets. I'll let ya'll know on Friday if i made it or not... Until then, au revoir.

Ah, the joys of being Freshmen.

I love Bethani and Melodie.
Impromptu planning to go to Party City, random dance battles, occasional karaoke, learning what black people like and dislike (they hate rain, cold, heat, wind, and sun.), and beating up Ty. That's how awesome they are.
So today was pretty interesting.
Get to school at normal time, (i was wearing sweats, a t-shirt, and my DCs today. it was one of those "i don't even care" days.) walk through the courtyard to get to my locker, and get stopped by... the one and only, Ty Glenn. Man, this kid has put me through so much. Did i ever tell you guys what he did? No? Well too bad. I'd rather not explain it all. So anyway, Ty starts walking with me, and i'm thinking "Where is your little girl-toy, hmm?" Gahh. Idiot. But we get to my locker, and he's wearing super super baggy pants... And singing this song:
"Yeah I'm an a**hole, i sag my pants until my a** shows, sometimes i even slap hoes...." So i said something to the effect of "You're not gonna slap me, are you?"
Ty: "Of course not, you're not a hoe."
Me; "K good. Ya know, ima laugh when we're walking down the main hall and your pants fall down."
Ty: "Like this?" And he proceeds to pull his pants down to his ankles and walk down the hall with me. Good thing he was wearing basketball shorts. Whew. Gotta love that kid. After that Bethani showed up at my locker, so we left Ty and walked around looking for Melodie. Later, we found her, and the 3 of us found Ty... So Melodie proceeds to chase him down the hall, yelling something, and then he runs off and disappears. So we all go around the corner, and he jumps out and scares the living crap out of us. Melodie slaps him, so i slap him, and then Bethani says she won't so i slap him for her. He slaps me back, but not nearly as hard at all, then says some stuff i don't remember, then starts to walk away. And Melodie yells after him, with the sweetest smile, "Have fun in hell Ty!" LOL.
And then later, on my way to the bus, i saw him and pretended to ignore him. He came out to talk to me, i said some stuff i don't remember, and told him to go away. He flips me off then turns to go back inside. I shove him inside and shut the door on him. He gives me his best smile. I smile sweetly at him through the door, flip him off with both hands, and walk away.
And thus ends my Tuesday.

Whoa.

Okay. Now that i actually have time to sit down and write a good post, I'll do my best. Sorry about the last 2, they were a bit... failish.
So. Shall i re-cap my weekend for you? Who are YOU? Oh well, since you didn't answer, i will anyway.
Here we go...
Friday: Good day at school. :) Greeted by Ty in the morning, beat up Horton at lunch (not really.) went to Bethani's house with her and Melodie after school. We played karaoke and American Idol at Bethani's. Sounds stupid but it was actually kinda really fun.. :) Gotta love my black friends. "I can't believe Darius doesn't know who Kirk Franklin is!" Anyway... After AI, my mom took us to my house, where we chilled for a while till Caroline came over to work on our dance project. Caroline... ah, Caroline. Melodie is convinced that one day she's gonna snap and go insane on a killing rampage... It wouldn't surprise me. Caroline is all pacifist and stuff... I bet she was homeschooled. Poor kid. Anyway, we sorta worked on the project... Emphasis on sorta. After Caroline left, we went to the game, which was CRAZY fun. So we sat in the student section, behind this crazy scary druggie guy, whose name was Hunter. (Shout out to Katie. ;) ) He was sorta strange, but i was messin with him and play-kicked him in the shoulder. He grabbed my leg (i was wearing shorts) and pulled on it, so i almost fell... Then he dropped my leg and was all
"ew! what is this!"
me: "uhhm, lotion."
Hunter: "It smells like a French Whore."
Me: "I smell like a French Whore?"
Yeah. Somethin like that... It was strange. So we freaked out and left Hunter. we met up with Kyler for a few minutes, and he said Ty was at the game, so naturally i wanted to find him. Oh well. We found Josiah and Chris (nerd) and Mike (NERD) (but they were fun nerds.) and hung out with them for a long time, and we were chillin in front of the drum line dancing next to the fence when Ty called me.
Ty: "Where are you?"
Me: "On the concrete. By the cheerleaders. We're dancing."
Ty: "This whole place is concrete..."
Me: "In the front, stupid. Just come here!"
Ty: "I'm lost.."
Me: "I see you, dork. Come here."
Like so. So me and him and the rest of our little gang were sitting on the steps, talking (you could call it that) when Kyler comes up and slaps the side of my face. (Gently of course, Ty would kick his butt if he hurt me...)
Kyler basically said that he and Ty had been looking for us for a realllly long time, then Ty realized he coulda just called me. Idiot. Ha. Oh well. Anyway, we took Ty home after the game, then went to my house and proceeded to have a dance battle, eat food, watch tv, shower, read, and just mess around. We went to sleep at 2 and woke up around 8 on Saturday.
Ah, Saturday.
I'm gonna go into Saturday later, because it's sorta emotional and stuff. That and this post is getting rather long and rambly. So. farewell for now.

Official Eyecandy.

So we went to sleep around 2 last night......... and woke up at 8-ish. When we went into my room, it was 8:24.... Melodie gave me a how-to on unwrapping black-people hair from it's scarf in the morning... Bethani decided my bed is heaven... Ty is officially eye-candy....
Yep. Pretty eventful night.
I had a dream that one of our friends, I think it was Tommy... was on acid and tried to get us to do it with him.. (not IT, just do acid.) Melodie had some dream involving the trio, and Ty. Bethani had a lovely dream about the insides of her eyelids.
As for Ty being official eyecandy, well, ya know. Last night at the game he was being all insecure and saying not to mess with his fat... We decided he's a liar. This other guy (who was sorta chubby...) told Ty he was muscular, and that HE was fat. Ty responded with "You're not fat you're SEXY!" and ran away 'crying.' funny kid.
Melodie has a crush on every guy who can do that weird handstand thing when

Friday, Friday, gotta get down on FRIIIIIDAY...

So today rocked. I don't remember a whole lot of it, BUT now Bethani and Melodie are here and we just got done dancing (Bethani and I kick butt) and we went to the game tonight and it was awesome.
Ty is so cute. I shall not say more.
We're all sorta high.
I probably shouldn't be typing so i'll just type tomorrow. (Oh wait, it is tomorrow. Oh well.)

This is so Very True.

Well... It's Thursday.

What else can I say?
Monday was the day off, for Columbus day or something. I chilled, ate too much at IHOP, and hung out with my Mom's parents. Not a whole lot of exciting stuff there.
Tuesday was sorta like Monday, and i don't remember much of it... I remember hugging Ty. (Only the important stuff- ha!)
Wednesday (yesterday) was a bit crazy. I got hugs from Ty, who apparently doesn't want to date because he feels the need to protect me and dating won't help that. But that's okay, because at least he cares that much. Silly boy. Also Wednesday, i went to the doctor (who was very nice.) and she told me that the Left Meniscus in my Right Knee is torn. Which means i have to get a new knee brace. It's super bulky and doesn't let me bend my leg very much. I'm not sure how to wear it with pants yet... Hmm... advice? Also on Wednesay i got my hair cut! I now have emo bangs. Even my mom thinks so. I like them, but..ya know. ;)
Today! It's thursday. (i didn't capitalize it because my fingers got lazy.) Ty was being cute today, poking me and punching me (but not really) and hugging me. :) love that kid. Bethani brought up a good point- It's a good thing Ty doesn't know about my blog, because otherwise he'd see all the stuff i write about him. and that would be rather bad. So... nobody give Ty the link.
Shout out to Melodie, if she ever figured out how to find my blog. ;)

Paranoia and Pears.

So. Ty didn't get me back today for pranking him, and now i'm home alone. Call me paranoid, but that's how i feel.. Ha. Paranoid that the adorable, gentle, sweet guy i'm falling for will come to my house and... Hurt me somehow? i have no idea. Somehow, he's gonna scare me, i just know it. Ugh.
OH, so i have a new obsession. (Besides Ty.) I SPY BOOKS!
That's right, the cheesy books with big pictures that you have to find little objects in. I love them. I started doing them last week (maybe the week before?) to keep my mind off Ty because he was depressed and it worried me. (I'm such a creeper.) I stayed up super late last night trying to finish one....
And i just got the most random craving ever for white-chocolate-chip fresh-baked cookies.
Great.

Fun with Pranks!

I love my family.
Especially the ones that aren't really related to me.
Greyson, my 'brother' (we have the same birthday) decided he was going to text Ty today and freak him out.
So he cussed him out, accused him of stealing his girlfriend, and told him they were gonna fight. Ty believed him and was prepared to fight Grey over me. Grey kept it going for a while, but eventually broke it off because he was freaked out. (He said he was worried about Ty. Liar.) Ty called me and told me everything.
3 phone calls, like 42 text messages, and a good laugh later, Grey and Ty are friends. And Ty told me he's gonna get me back good for this. Knowing him, i'm sort of afraid to be alone right now.
But i know he would never hurt me. I love that kid. :D
According to Grey, i know how to choose em. ;)

Scooby Doo and Romance?

So I'm watching some Scooby Doo movie where the gang goes to camp, and has all these crazy scary epic adventures all while there's some sort of romance going on in the background. Like that.

And it got me thinking. Does stuff like that happen in real life, ever? I mean, I've had my share of cute romance stories, but none of them happened at camp. The best 3 are at a football game, a pool party, and after a dance. Which are all sort of school-related events... Maybe school romance isn't that bad. I dunno. I guess I'll find out.
I'm not really sure where i was going with this post. I'm in that weird romancy mood so i've been thinking about Ty, seeing him tomorrow, and wondering how things will be between us.. I wish i could have a romance like that with him. I need to shut up before i say more stuff... Typing while watching TV just doesn't work. I keep losing my train of thought.

Homecoming NIGHT.

SO. The dance tonight rocked. Ty picked me up, we matched, i met his mom and he met my family, and we took a lot of pictures at my house.
When we got to the dance, it was crazy and crowded and i loved it. Ty and i danced, we met his people, i met my people, we talked, and all was well.
When it was time to leave, i couldn't get my shoes, so he CARRIED me through the rain. It was the cutest thing ever. In the car on the way back to my house, it was still raining, and we almost fell asleep... My head was on his shoulder, his head was on mine.. It was cute. If i do say so. I should stop typing, before i 'pour my heart out to a computer screen' again. ugh.
Well, goodnight blog world. I'm happy.
:) <3

Homecoming... Again.

So the game last night was pretty awesome.
Liz was insane, i was happy, Ty was there, Brent decided he was going to be my date, Melodie saw Steve, Bethani was as sweet as ever... That's about it.
I'm super tired, and i just took like a 30 minute long shower. The things we go through to get ready for one night... Crazy, isn't it? I'm so excited for homecoming. Woo!

Sorry...

I must apologize for the depressing posts earlier. So here is a happy picture.

I am a HEATHEN! (Part DOS.)

As i was saying. I'm afraid of wearing a shortish dress for the Dance because i don't want anyone to ask about my scars. The other day i wore shorts to school, and the guy who sits in front of me in science turned around, saw my leg, freaked out and says:
 "OH MY GOSH is that a razor cut? It looks like a razor cut!"
Me: "......"
Him: "Are you emo?"
Me: "No. it was my cat."
Him: "Some cat."
                 Like so. I had to think fast. (Ha.)
I think i'm gonna go now, since whoever is reading this is probably sick of hearing about my messed up life.

I am a HEATHEN!

So i just visited my friend Bethani's blog (Just Dance) :) i would post a link but i haven't figured that out yet.
And anyway, now i feel like a HEATHEN. She's so bold-just saying random stuff about God on her blog.
It's a shame that someone as crazy and out-there as me is afraid of being as bold as Bethani, simply because i'm afraid of rejection. [Now i'm doing what she did-pouring out feelings to a computer screen. Great.] I hate this- I'm a great on-fire person for Him at youth and church, but put me back in the real world and i'm as bad as everyone else. There are times when i wonder why I'm even a Christian- Why would God want to use someone like me- someone so two-faced? I guess i need to start hanging with a better crowd, but my group of friends is sort of mixed. We have the goth, the creepy Ginger, the chubby Jesus-freak, the tall shy guy, the fluffy-haired Mexican, the Asian, the Emo, the other Emo, and...
ohyeah, EMO. I meant to post something about Emos. So today at lunch, we somehow got on the subject of Emos and where they cut. The Goth proceeded to say something about how some Emos cut on their legs, and the Ginger was like "EW! Why would anyone cut themselves?" It made me feel bad. This subject has come up at lunch before, and I usually do my best to change the subject. If you know me at all, you know that i cut myself on occasion. (Back to the Christian thing- HOW can God use a cutter?) But yeah. It's part of the reason i'm worried about wearing a short-short dress to the Homecoming dance- because i don't want anyone to see my scars and ask questions.
I'll continue the rest in a new post, this is too long.

Thursdays are Good.

The title says it all.
Great day today! :D No more bouts of depression today. :)
(That last sentence was pretty repetitive.) ((Or redundant...))
But anyway. Today was fun. Not really, but the last part (The part that's freshest in my mind...) was awesome. The WAP people went to Cici's today! yay! even though I hate Cici's and it makes me sick. I like the...atmosphere? I dunno. But it was fun. Chandler and Joey decided that i am one of them now, an honorary crazy person. Yeah buddy.
Bethani, despite being black, can't do the snappy thing, and Steve apparently is going to shoot Joseph in the face with a spork. Also, Chandler is Amish and got a new tattoo sleeve today. Done by yours truly. :D I think he washed it off though... His family doesn't approve.
I don't have much to say.. I had a whole post planned out in my head at lunch but i completely forgot. So.. um.. enjoy this picture of an epic sandwich.

Orange Jews!

i felt the need to share this. i hope it makes whoever sees it smile. <3

Homecoming and Toast.

So- today was GOOD! Everyone liked my hair, (pigtails.) and i was greeted as i came into 1st Period with "Why are you so pretty today?" Compliment or not, i liked it. I felt important.
But anyway. The main reason today was so good- TY GLENN.
He was waiting for me before school, and we hung out from 8 to 8:30. He walked me to my first class, Pre-AP art, and was like "You're one of those special smart kids?" yeah, that's me... ugh. anyway... The best part.
At lunch, he was waiting for me like usual. But today, he took my hands and went "so.. i was wondering.. if you... would like to go to.. homecoming.. with me."
My response? "YES! of course!" and a really big hug.
Day made? yes.
OH and why toast is in the title-- i'm eating toast as i type this. it's tasty.

Everyone hates Mondays... Right?

Right? Please tell me i'm not the only person that hates Mondays. So today was good and bad for a number of reasons. I'll list bad first.
Bad: I didn't get to see Ty (My boo.) at lunch like usual, which i was really looking forward to...
       I forgot my student ID at home, meaning i couldn't eat today.
       That also meant i didn't have my house key, so i was locked out till my mom got home.
       I found out i got a 25 (out of 100) on an English assignment.
that's pretty much it. That and i was pms-ing today, so i was pissy anyway.
moving on.
GOOD! I got a bunch of good hugs from Ty, because he was worried because i was acting angry.
             i got a 103 on my science mid-term thing...
             i made my friend brownies for her birthday and she was excited!
           
that's also pretty much it.
is this what blogs are for, venting about your day? cause that's probably what this one is going to be. just a heads up.
oh yeah, homecoming is this weekend! i got my dress picked out. Do i have a date? no. BUT i have a hot dress so THERE. eat that, boys.

So this is my new blog. It's gonna be better than the other one.

Just sayin.

Shout out to my best friend in the entire freaking universe, Katie. <3