Oh hai.

Oh hai there...
This is my blog. Welcome to it.
This is the disclaimer for reading my blog:
I am an emotional teenage girl. I am a teenage girl. We get way too invested in stuff that probably will hurt us in the end. We're stupid. We fall for boys too easily. Every stereotype i can think of is supposed to go right here. So don't judge me, because I won't judge you. I have a relationship with God, but i need to grow it. And my friends are helping me do that... Shout out to Bethani. <3 I think this is the end of my disclaimer.
Okay, continue reading. But bear in mind. This stuff is on my blog because i need to vent or share something with a few people, NOT because i want the world to know. It's here because it's stuff i can't tell my family or church friends, or even some school friends. It's here so you guys can know the real me.
Okay, now that i've been all deep and sentimental and crap, enjoy. :)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Well. I've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days, and wondering what i should say to certain people i used to be really close to. I guess, in short, moving away shows you who your true friends are. or WERE.
So let's go through the list of my 'friends' and my 'not friends' back in Kansas.
Emma- I love the girl. We stay in touch occasionally, and i get updates and advice every now and then. I'd categorize her as a 'friend.'
Emily- She tries... But it's obvious she doesn't really care that i left. I'd say 'not friend.'
Jade- Jade is a 'friend.' We text a lot, facebook, and i message her mom all the time. Her mom is without a doubt the coolest adopted mom i have.
Clara- She acts like she misses me when i visit, but that's about it. She just does it cause it's common courtesy. She's a 'not friend.' Sadly.
Maluki- We were never really that close to begin with, so i doubt my move affected her. I'd say she's neutral.
Georgia- The move definitely affected  George. We text almost every day, and talk a lot. She's a 'friend.'
Madeleine- Yes. We facebook every day and text when we can. We were super close, and still are. 'friend.'
Kylee- She got to Topeka just as i left, so we didn't have a chance to become friends or not friends. Kylee's another neutral.
Oooh, now let's move on to boys.
John- He WAS my son, and we occasionally facebook.. In his defense, his house doesn't have internet and he doesn't have a phone.. So i'll let him remain neutral.
Joe- Um, no. ever since i decided i didn't want to date him in 6th grade, he's HATED me. In the full meaning of the word. 'NOT friend.'
Seth (Nigus)- We weren't ever friends really, but never enemies either... So i'll leave him as a 'friend.' We still talk occasionally via facebook soo...
Ben- Yeah, we were friends i guess. He cried when i announced i was leaving, so... Yeah. 'friend.' :)
Grey- Definitely 'friend.' We text almost every day, and the distance hasn't affected us at all.
Kegan- Does he even count? He didn't talk to ANYONE in the school except his 5th grade sister... So... Nope.
Austin- I'd say friend. We text occasionally, and our relationship didn't change. Similar to Grey.
Seth (Wills)- We're definitely friends. We text every day, and the distance between us only brought us closer. Yep.
Zac- Well, we were friends. I don't know if we are or not anymore. He sorta shut me out of his life about a month ago, which doesn't surprise me. The kid cried for like 3 hours the day i left, and every night after i was gone for about a week. I don't blame him. I consider him my friend, but i don't know if i'm his.
And Katie.- I don't know what to put here. I love her. And i know right now she needs a 'friend' so.. yeah.

Not sure what the point of that post was except to get out some feelings and rant a little. I'm good at ranting.
Stay awesome.

2 comments:

  1. Thanks I love you! We actually haven't talked in forever plus you know I didn't know you had a BLOG!
    ANYWAYS gotta text me!
    Love ya!

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