Oh hai.

Oh hai there...
This is my blog. Welcome to it.
This is the disclaimer for reading my blog:
I am an emotional teenage girl. I am a teenage girl. We get way too invested in stuff that probably will hurt us in the end. We're stupid. We fall for boys too easily. Every stereotype i can think of is supposed to go right here. So don't judge me, because I won't judge you. I have a relationship with God, but i need to grow it. And my friends are helping me do that... Shout out to Bethani. <3 I think this is the end of my disclaimer.
Okay, continue reading. But bear in mind. This stuff is on my blog because i need to vent or share something with a few people, NOT because i want the world to know. It's here because it's stuff i can't tell my family or church friends, or even some school friends. It's here so you guys can know the real me.
Okay, now that i've been all deep and sentimental and crap, enjoy. :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

ugh.

Well, i figure since i haven't posted in a while, i should probably do that. Here's to you, Bethani.
So today started out being good. Some random guy gave me a hug, Tolson gave me a good hug, (rare for him.) and i got out of most of my classes because i was gone on an art field trip.
Side note-art field trips are actually really fun.
Anyway, i don't really have much to say.
Oh i went to Bethani and Morgan and Hope's church last night. LOVED IT. :) Their church is smaller than mine, and it makes it seem more like a close family gathering than a concert. But concerts are good too. So anyway, Morgan is a pretty cool cat. Found out today he's a sophomore. Didn't surprise me, really. It just surprised me that he hangs out with freshmen. Also at their church, i met the male version of myself.
no joke.
But that's not what i posted this post to talk about... I'll get to that later.
Right now, i gotta say, WAP is definitely developing. If any random Boswell goers are reading this, meet in Danielson's room, L209, from 4:15 to 5 on Thursdays to hang out with some crazy awesome people, hear a little Jesus-talk, and have a good time. Honestly, it's really fun. Hayden is a good preacherguy.
Oh and some ladies need to just chill. So today after WAP, something similar to this went down:
Me: OMG, run! It's about to get serious! *throws stuff down* Janae, hold mah stuff!
Melodie: Gurl, ima beat you...
Both: loljk.
Melodie: *points to custodian downstairs* Oooh that thing looks so fun! i want one!
Mean teacher lady: Were you guys just yelling at that custodian?
Me: Uh, no. We were yelling at each other.
MTL: Well it sure looked like it.
Me: We weren't. >:|
MTL: Oh yeah, you just happen to be pointing at him? Is that it?
Me: (OMG.) NO. We were yelling at each other, and you came out here at exactly the wrong time. Melodie was pointing at him and saying "Oh that's cool, i want one." We wouldn't do something like that.
MTL: Well whatever. You guys need to go home.
Me: ......


GAHH. I mean, i would have done the same thing if i were her, but still.
Oh and while i'm typing things i'll probably regret posting later:
Blake and I broke up.
I know, i know. shame on me.
Well, i'll tell you why i did it.
I was losing feelings for him big time, i guess it was just a crush and nothing real. So i decided better to break up with him and hurt him a little now than fake a relationship and hurt him a lot later.
Simple.
You can hate all you want, i believe i did the right thing.
Enjoy that tidbit.

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